Showing posts with label Crabby Mad Woman. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Crabby Mad Woman. Show all posts

Friday, May 7, 2010

I am finally talking to Ian a little bit. I was sooo mad at him yesterday.I was in the veggie department of Walmart getting salads and he goes "PUT THAT BACK" people turned around and stared and I was so embarrassed that I called him a dumb ass and told him he could just F&%#K right off. I immediately headed to the check out. My face felt like it was on fire I was so embarrassed.
We later went to get cow manure,I stayed in the truck with Harry as he picked up cow pies. Will have endless supply now. I still didnt talk to him,just Harry.This morning he finished the pergola roof with out me mentioning it so I figured he was sorry and didnt know how to say it yet.I still am not completely unangry with him. Jerk was just in here and said the salad dressing I bought was gross,all I said was dont eat it then,wanted to say more but its like arguing with an unarmed combatant.

If he would not be a food nazi,then I wouldnt get stressed,which wouldnt cause more cortisol to run around my body and that on top of chronic fibro pain and the arthritis in my sacro-illiac joint I could deal much better with him and everything else. I think I am just tired,when I am I get achy and bitchy and just want to be left alone.
He wants to get manure tomorrow,then probably go see if there are any pigeons flying. then end up at his buddy's place to help take out a tranny in a big tracked Cat.
I am hoping all my solar thingys in the backyard are charged. 2 werent last night so I moved them to a better place to get charged. I also have a gnome in a hammock to hang up also. Have all kinds of gnomes,pigs and rocks from all over.We brought 2 from BC that you dont see out here some from Yellowknife and will get some in the Yukon. We left behind my red Jasper nuggets which weighed 10 lbs each. Couldnt bring everything as it was we were condensing 2-1152 sq.ft.floors into a total 950 sq.ft. basement included. we had to be ruthless.
I brought all my books because we took 3 U-Hauls full before we even sold the place. and we had this house already. well think I will take some pills and try to sleep. hope next blog is something of interest.